My person

I have a person and i am not sure that i deserve him. He is the one i go to whenever i screw up and i know that he will receive me with the arms wide open, no matter the size of the mistake. I know he will forgive me and make me feel better. There are many things i do not tell my person, and he does not deserve it, but in my opinion, the things he does not know cannot hurt him. I do not fear that he will change the way he looks at me, coz we are way past that stage. We are past any stage, as we can talk about anything and do anything together, it is the stage when a person becomes family. When you are so comfortable that you can fall asleep in his arms in the middle of a cold spring night, with whom you can do something stupid and then laugh about it together. A person you can trust when he says it will be ok even if you know better. He is the person who tells you what you want to hear but makes you see that it is not what you need. He is the person who will always love you for who you are, the person who is not afraid to talk to you, a person who always tells you he misses you and yet you know that he is not saying nearly enough. And sometimes you fear this kind of attachment and wish to run away from it as if in order not to hurt him too much when you are gone. But in reality, you too are attached. Attached to both the person and to the person he brings out in you.
This person fears that someone else will take his place. It is not because of feeling uncertain, it is because he knows that he will never be anyone's person ever again.
He is the person who is not afraid to tell you that you are wrong and is not afraid to set you straight with the force. And you lower your head and you accept the critisism, as the person knows you best. Sometimes the person knows you better than you know yourself, but he let's you discover the truth in your own time. He is the person that makes you think you are in control, when in reality, there is no need for anyone to be in control.
The person is someone who will always come when you call because you are not on the top of his priorities, you are part of him. He will come when you do not call, and even if you send him away, he will smile at you and make you ask him to stay. But he will go, only in order to return later. And he will never be angry with you for hurting him. He will get angry when you hurt yourself.
He is the person who is not afraid to tell you that he loves you like no other person will ever be able to. But most of all, he is the person whom you believe to love you THAT much. He is the person you can see fulfilling this promise. But you know that he sees the best in you and that he deserves better. He deserves someone like him. He deserves a person.
I have a person. I am a person. I take care of mine. And i am taken care of.