There are some things in life that one needs to take in as they come. There are some things in life we need to make happen as they need some help. And there are some things in life we need to accept and stop looking for an explanation.
I have an explanation. And it does not matter for how long i have been asking the same question, it does not matter that i knew the answer all along. It does not matter as i never wanted to see it. And in my short periods of lucidity, i tried to make things better. But as i said, the periods were short, and, of course, it was all for the wrong reasons.
There are so many things that i could have handled differently, and yes, i kinda wish i had more brains back then. But no, the fact that now i am acknowledging this fact does not mean i am smarter. It just means i have somewhat woken up. Or so i seem to believe.
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