Kiss and go

Today i have made a friend of mine do what i have always wanted to do, but had no real guts for it. I admit that it was hard for me to get her to the spot, she is strong, but i was determined... It was something like i can stand my own misery and whining while i cannot live with the pain of the ones close to me, so i dragged her to the object of desire and she had the time of her life...but still, she was lucid enough to stop when it was time to stop. And i respect that, coz in my experience, i do not stop. So be happy, and if tomorrow u do not remember what u did, i will, and i will remind u of it for as long as we shall share the floor of the dorm. And u know what, the experiment i have been passing has made me realize that there is something i can do about my misery, so it will only take 1 euro to give me the guts to pull it off...... So who knows what tomorrow brings :)
Congratulations, A. Hold on to the feeling. It is one of the best ones u'll ever have.